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The Fear InsideIt awaits for the day we'll let it out, give it a reason, to give it's might.
The fear of who I am becoming,
I fear that I am losing the struggle within.
I can no longer restrain it, my strength is fading, I have to give in!
The fear of the dark, it's growing inside of me.It will come alive!
I fear that I am losing all beauty within,
I can no longer restrain it!
Long ago it came to me, and ever since that night, I've been inflicted with it's rage.
But it all ends tonight!
All For YouWhen the streetlights fade, warm rain like judgment descends.
Their voices numb me, speaking words in a dead tongue.
I have walked a road that led me to you.
From a window, our glances met, my true colors I cannot hide.
The landscape has changed, you do not recognize me.
These pictures slowly fade, memories wither, they are all gone.
Couldn't save you from the start, I loved you so much, it hurts my soul.
Can you forgive me for trying again?
Your silence makes me hold my breath, all the time has passed us by.
For so long I've tried to shield you from the world, from my unkind world.
You couldn't face the freedom on your own.
Further down the steps get steeper, you haunt me in my dreams.
Now I am here, left in silence
IronmanHear me read it
My friends used to call William "Ironman" because the first time we kissed he got a nosebleed and the taste of his blood haunted me for a long time after it. We'd only been twelve years old and apparently the anxiety spiked his blood pressure to the point of combustion... I remember that when we were forced to take sex ed a few years later we were divided into separate classes for boys and girls, in case a diagram of an ovary was too risqué and we became animalistic and started clawing at each other in our seats, but nonetheless when our teacher Ms Jacobs had explained to us what an erection was in my mind all I could picture was the blood rushing to his nose and then the slash of cranberry across my blouse.
With the idea planted in his mind it didn't take long for William's hands to start wandering, but the image persisted. Every time I thought about just letting it happen I wondered what would happen if he got too excite
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